Carolann


I am 6months into my grief I lost Paul to a cardiac arrest at home on September 27 2015 at 8am in the morning I tried to give him cpr so did my daughter what seemed like hours was only minutes the paramedics got his Herat beating again Paul was taken into icu where his Herat kept crashing we was told he would not live but there was still hope a consultant managed to get Paul a transfer to a specialist hospital where they did everything possible he passed away on the 2 October 2015 we all his family except one of his sons was not speaking to me or his farther I found out Paul did not have any life insurance or death insurance to cover the house not only have lost my soul mate I could be loosing my home too he did not make privisonal care for me so I am not only greifing and hurting I have lost everything my daughter carnt stand to be around me she as moved out my son only gets I touch when can be bothered I am so alone I have no living family my self I feel like I have no where or anyone I can turn to I feel like my life as ended the emptiness that comes with grief is so overwhelming can I ever recover from all of this

3 Comments

Anonymous
Reply July 16, 2016

I'm so sorry for your loss and the difficulties you are finding yourself in. Cruse Bereavment care have a helpline if you need someone to talk to its open Monday to Friday the number is 08088081677. As for your housing difficulties I would suggest the citizens advice bureau. Bereavment can be so difficult on family relationships. Take one day at a time and be good to yourself. I wish you all the very best.

Jo
Reply July 17, 2016

Please try National Debtline, they can help with financial matters. If you search on the Internet, their website should come up. It is a free and confidential service.
I am thinking about you.

Athea Lee Boucher
Reply July 20, 2016

Carolann,
My heart goes out to you. I wish there was something I could do for you. Stay strong, have faith and Love yourself with every ounce of your being. You will survive this. <3